The little hands
Today, I have no inspiration to write. No particular motivation to sit down and put my experiences into words. And still, I continue with my practice. Because even on the quietest days, when there is nothing special to say, there is always something to be lived, something to be noticed, something to be loved.
Today, I had a beautiful time with my family. We cooked together, and honestly, I can think of very few things more entertaining, challenging, and full of life than trying to prepare a meal with a little human who wants to be involved in absolutely everything.
Those tiny hands are everywhere. They want to hold the knives, stir the hot pots, climb the furniture to get closer to you, touch everything, understand everything, and do everything by themselves. There is so much curiosity in them, so much initiative, such a beautiful desire to learn, to help, to participate in this big world they are only beginning to discover.
And, of course, everything takes ten times longer.
But if someone asked me what helped me feel the blessing of my life today, I would tell them about this particular meal preparation and those little hands. Those sweet, curious, wonderfully inconvenient little hands that find their way into everything I do.
There is something so inspiring about watching a little person want to be part of your world. They want to stand where you stand, do what you do, touch what you touch. They want to be close to you, even when they have no idea what they are doing. And they offer their help with such sincerity, as though their tiny contribution could make the whole world turn a little more smoothly.
And how beautiful it is that they believe they can.
Sometimes, in the middle of all this, I catch a glimpse of how much life is already giving me. A little person growing beside me, learning from me, inviting me to slow down, asking for my patience, and filling the most ordinary moments with a kind of joy I could never have planned.
Because life rarely waits for us in perfect conditions. It comes to us in messy kitchens, in interrupted plans, in little hands reaching for ours, in meals that take forever to prepare, and in laughter that makes even the simplest afternoon feel precious.
Today, the practice came covered in flour, reaching for the cooking spoon, and wanting to do everything by themselves.
And my heart was right there, in the middle of it all.